internet underground

I was perusing a few 'underground' sites (lolz:not) of various individuals. so cookie cutter, dry, dull, lifeless. and these are supposed to be sharp, classy individuals, blehehehe. shit is there some master template everybodies just recycling to be one of the in crowd? starting to wonder b/c that's what I'm getting. and I have to say the only one I found with an infusion of personality was a nerd girl's variation (she's an artist + computer geek apparently). I noticed that everyone wrote, designed and created shit to draw attention to themselves much. like everything had to pimp themselves as brand. conditioning from social media, recommend deprogramming at once. boring people isn't the same thing as wowing them. you just don't have the wow factor I guess. this is a pattern emerging here: the rejects, or the 'dissidents' not getting much attention from the attention deficit economy seek attention in other ways. flocking together, making the same shit, trying to reinvent cool, saying some impressive sounding shit. it's been done before see what I'm saying? time to move along. after subjecting myself to more torture, and here's some critical analysis (I don't really care much about the supped up look at how important I am design god level suppa genius bullshit level faker maker sites). this is more about the ones who took some udemy courses + built some shit to brag about (anti portfolio as portfolio). just reeks genZ (z is for zombie): look, I did something anybody else could, and I want credit for doing this shit! which already solidifies the thought that there are so many hacks, charlatans + shitheels faking til making it. fake creatives who generate fake shit. the rupi kaur, banksy, or Atticus (my arch enemies in life) of reality. the arch villains of artistic integrity. I know of some idiots selling shit art for good $$, convinced they're some undiscovered genius. I'm a person, a unique snowflake. this is all my shit, you should like it b/c I'm a congenial human being who doesn't say, think, post, or share shit that is provocative, informative, persuasive, interesting, or deeply my own. I smell the genZ vibes: sterile, lifeless, terrified of taking a slight risk, terrified of coming across as less than fake perfect. hello, I'm a genetic copy cat of that other boring fucken site you just bounced from. aren't I just straight up cute? no, you're repulsive (to me). you wasted all your shit just imitating some other fool, who imitated another, and another. with this cookie cutter, dull one page design with tiny fonts + cutesy icons that looks like a ghost cms template. you made some shit to impress people with. congradz, fingerclap everybody. I once landed in the nintendo game of Top Gun (an impossible feat). I also bunted a home run in a baseball game for nintendo you don't see me putting it on my resume. I also hit on 5 chicks at once (on multiple occassion) and they didn't shoot me down (we hung and went clubbing together so that was kick ass). I do brag about that quite a bit I must confess. when you lean on the side of ultra safe you don't take risks, you simply convey you're a safe, dull, artless hack who made a website that screams genetic clone of another. pretty fucken boring. yet this is where it's at right now a dull, dead, anti-romantic + unapproachable vibe. if you want clean, politically correct, safe, predictable I'll know where to go. its scary that these snowflakes think they're being edgy.